100 Minutes Until Your Birthday!

Soak it in...whoops!  99 minutes!!

I don't think I'm going to talk all the way through this, counting down the 100 minutes - I will say that I am truly the most greatest luckiest guy ever to have you love me, and I thank every day that I have with you!  I will also say that though I am not perfect, you are the driving force that makes me want to be as great as I can be, or as great as I could be!

With the exception of my momma, no other woman in my life has meant more to me than you have!  That's not saying anything against Katie, or Elaine...I just know that you have changed my life so much for the better, in these past two years, that I can't even describe it.

96 minutes!

I've tried so much harder to write since I've known you, and I HAVE used your typewriter!  One of, if not THE best gifts I've ever gotten! 

This shouldn't be about my love for you...this is your birthday!  Yaaay!  How does it feel to be 23 for...94 more minutes??  24 is a strange age - it's right on the cusp of the 'holy crap' feeling of 25, haha...

I'm gonna go check your Tumblr right now, see what you're up to, since all my AWESOME Twitter ideas for you you've rejected...hold on here, let me see what you're up to!

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92 minutes...

...that pic of that East 4th sign is a little blurry, but still so cool...cot damn you're cool...

Oh, and Incubus??  Well, I have one question, that I'm gonna go answer right now...

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90 minutes...

...Brandon Boyd is 35 years old!  You go have him fall in love with you!  Haha...

Anyway - I hope your birthday this year is the best; I know we're gonna have to go back to Michigan after your birthday, but just remember: your birthday next year will not be in Michigan!  At least we'll be done with what we need to do anyway there!  Yay n' stuff!

Anyway, I'll cut this off now before I start to ramble.  I love you, and you're 88 minutes away from being 24!  87 minutes now!  Let's make this your best year ever my love!

I LOVE YOU!

(miscur!)

Who knew you were so passionate about...

HATING Kevin Hart.  I mean...you HATE KEVIN HART.  Haha. 

I know you really don't - well, not that much anyway.

I still think he's funny as crap!

Don't get too schmackered on your vay-cay to home for your BIRTHDAY!

May this be the first wishes of your happy birthday!  I know it's not there yet, but we're close!

I love you n shit!

Thanksgiving

In the spirit of Thanksgiving, I feel I should write an impromptu post about how and what I am thankful for.  Sure, it's not particularly funny, but it's still important, and something that needs to be said on this.

I am thankful for Ashley.

She is so much more than the light of my life - she is the reason I want to live, and love being alive.  She is my other half.  She is me, and everything I have ever wished, since I was a little boy, to love in my life. 

Since I was a kid, I feel like I have never had the right fantasy about what I wanted from a woman that every boy my age should have.  I've always wanted, more than anything sexual or fantastical, a girl who would let me be myself, completely.  Let me be everything I am, and never fault me for that.  Not just that - she would love me for it. 

That is exactly what I have now, and I don't know how I was so fucking lucky to let that happen to me.

Maybe God said, "Ok, he's gone through enough crap, let him have the one thing he really wants," or maybe it just happened by dumb luck (personally I don't know which would be the bigger stretch of the imagination), but I really don't believe that I am lucky enough to have found the exact, one thing I ever wanted out of life.  I wanted true love to be in my life, and that actually, ACTUALLY fucking happened.  You don't know what a shock this is to me that this has actually come to fruition.

I love Ashley.  More than she'll ever know.  On this day, along with every other day, for the rest of my life. I know I will be eternally thankful for her.